REJECTION

With rules I am compliant
Yet with authority defiant
My sense of worthlessness
Renders me lost in self centeredness
In my created world of tyranny
Permitting no person control
over me
I meditate on my inferiority
Yet gloat with superiority
In my shyness and timidity
Plagued by doubt and anxiety...

I self depreciate
Still needing one to appreciate
Becoming a loner I've lost
my identity
An over achiever who has given
pride victory
Always seeking affirmation
Yet getting by on self
codemnation
With suicidal tendancies and
being depressed
Afraid of failure I stay surpressed...

On the cross Jesus your rejection
endured
When your cries for help went
unheard
Created in your likeness I am
your creation
Deliver me from the wound that has
fuelled my rejection
Help me to love and accept me
To be who You created me to be
Thank you for the authority as I stand
once again on my feet
I come against the lies for I know
the enemy has already been beat...