I DON'T KNOW

I have to admit Jesus I'm not sure
If this heart of mine can take anymore
Pushed to the limit of emotional stress 

Getting to a point where I couldn't
care less
Its so darn hard trying to get by
The harshness of life makes me cry
I understand that there are going to
be trials
But this much hurt - Yikes! I could
simply run miles
I'm so overwhelmed by the cruelty
of certain folk
Trying to keep it together is simply
beyond a joke
I really just need to ask - were You
there?
Could You not stop it - do You not
care?...

As I sit in Your presence and unburden
my heart
Like myself someone out there is
breaking apart
Not to mention hunger is on the
increase - war hangs in the balance
Political leaders ruling with self
arrogance
Religious factions forever in some
dispute
Every second of everyday tragedy
strikes this I can't refute
Trying to think of all else to numb this
pain
I am so broken and I'm going insane
Forgive me Father as I shout and vent
I know the truth for You are always
benevolent
Aid me in keeping the faith when I feel
so low
Because life without You Jesus - I simply
don't know...