NEVER GIVE UP ON ME

Through mountains of storm in
a clouded sky
Surfing lifes thunder barely 

getting by
Lost in a world where there is
little care
Unsure whether needed here
or there
Wrapped in this place of worldly
fear
Where nothing makes sense and
all appears unclear
Escaping the woes of reality
Forever longing to simply be
Hijacked in my created hell
Hidden deep within my shell
Losing perspective on all thats
real
Hardening my heart not having
to feel
Smiling though through all the
pain
Of wasted tears in lifes game
of shame
Questioning my existence upon
this earth
Losing sense of self - confused at
self worth
Failure to understand the truth on
what I am to do
Unclear on how to move along -
gaining no clue
Walking along a narrow path
envisioned through misty eyes
Love and lives lost - broken in
my goodbyes
Jesus I pray even when I give
up on You, grappling through
lifes reality
I beseech You Oh! how I beseech
You 'NEVER GIVE UP ON ME'...