Jesus I used to think there was no place
in this world for me
Entertaining suicidal thoughts wallowing
in self pity,
I felt sorry for myself all the time
I guess that's when You decided to draw
the line...
One day You guided me to this awesome place
all those feelings You wanted me to face
I have to admit it wasn't easy,
Standing there feeling rather queesy...
Butterfly's in my stomach - a stirring in my soul
The tears kept on coming I knew I'd reached
a goal
My life after that has never been the same
To this place with You, I keep coming
again and again...
I give my life to You entirely - forever
Ties to my old life I completely sever
I realize through all my troubles and strife
You have a plan and a purpose for my life...
I will never be satisfied where I am with You
I desire to know You more and what You plan
for me to do
Thank you for the love and guidance You
have shown
Without my spiritual family I would never
have grown...
I like it, just remember though it is an sickness just like diabetes or heart disease , no more no less. People don't see that, they just see an adult behaving like a child, unable to control their emotions. They think its something congnitive which happens, and a behaviour pattern which lends to "wallowing in self pity" "or throwing a pity party of note". That said,what you said otherwise is true.
ReplyDeleteI hear you ...thank you for your insight :-)
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