UNCERTAINTY

I come before you Lord void of

joy and wonder

My mind is darkened and my

heart asunder

When you look down upon me

what is it that you see?

This dwarfed mortal amid the

mass of the galaxy

I cannot comprehend the vastness

beyond this earth

Yet you lavish your love in my

self worth

If it is true that before time I was

with you

Then I pray Father help me to 

do all I am expected to do

When I see the happenings about this 

earth that you gaze upon

I am broken at the hate and question

where I belong

Your Magnificence exudes human

expectation Lord

I pray then help me once again feel 

what it is like to be adored

For in this hell - blossom radiates

from the smile of a child

Yet fear reigns in my heart in this

crazy world gone wild

The future of such an innocent being

is daunting

The fear of what tomorrow holds is

haunting

Hold me close Father let me know

you are near

Release in me a hope that overcomes

this never ending fear...

POWER NAP

Drifting through the cracks of
the unhibited

Into a black mass of self
abandonment
Venturing in so deep fear
has taken the lead
Nothingness is all that's left
a sorry sight indeed
Wandering aimlessly into the
vastness
This place where even gravity
is homeless
Feelings of offense unwarranted
yet cutting soo deep
Flashing through my mind every
hurt yet still I sleep
Sleeping - Drifting - through the
cracks into the vastness
A distant sound of my name
being called
Far far away yet I hear my name
being called
A sudden jerk and I'm completely
awake
I closed my eyes but for a second
embracing the break
Realization as to the repercussions
fatigue can birth
Questioning the validity of my
self worth
I gain full composure and take
every thought captive
Acutely aware the deeper I sunk
the outcome massive...

THE CHOICE IS YOURS

Hate is reigning rampage in this
world with little care
The enemy smirks in wonder
he too can just sit and stare
The choice is within us to live and
love with passion
Yet we choose to hate and disregard
our conviction
To stand and fight for what is just
and true
Is to live a Christ like life - that is
what defines YOU!
To build someone up and not
tear them down
Respecting one another and earning
our eternal crown
The enemy's work is little as he
watches us with glee
Playing into his hands by surrendering
our serenity
Hate sets us against each other - Oh
and how it shreds ones heart
Only LOVE can repair the damage of
its counterpart
You have tried it your way and the
end result is doom
Allow Christ entry and ravel in the
mystery as the Holy Ghost fills
the room...

PURPOSE

A tiny spec in a colossal
universe
Yet monumental in a world
so diverse
The branding of ones own
identity
A yearning to be adrift
in serenity
The dawning of ones
purpose
To renew others in Christ
likeness
Others that are too a tiny
spec in a colossal universe
Yet monumental in a world
so diverse...

THE VICTOR

I enter His courts filled

with dread and shame

Oh how my accusers fuel

the flickering flame

Pointing and shouting they

belittle my being

I shut my eyes to the vile

I am seeing

Lifting my head I focus 

ahead

Moving forward ever so

lightly I tread

There He stands in all His

might

Pleading my case He stands

to fight

I repent my sin and the contract

is torn

I exit the courts and a part of

me is reborn

My accusers are many I 

will deal with them all

I am void of fear as I know

my  intercessor stands Strong

and Tall...

Thank You Jesus

In The Midst Of Life's Trials There He Stands